Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Poet Inside Me


Life is a wave, smooth as a cave, if u want to save, ask lord as he gave. This was my outlook of life I saw 10 yrs back. And since then frankly nothing had changed. Even today I question almighty for my existence on this little planet Earth. And have not received any reply from him yet. I have this habit of going to beach whenever I am in distress and look up in the sky trying to make a conversation about the things which fell apart in my life. One evening I was there at Marina Beach with such a posture, and one gentleman accosted me and asked what was I staring at for past 30 minutes. I was speechless at first and replied about this star, adjacent to the Butterfly formation , which appears once in 25 years. He was startled at my words . And guess what a group of 10 geeks joined in that futile search.   

 I am sure there is a poet in each of us . Some of them have this innate ability to play with words, others master this art with perfection and few like me refine this skill as years pass by. I do not call myself a poet but rather someone who pens down short verses or occasionally sonnets about things which matter to me the most. This hobby takes its roots from my schooling .

I completed my primary education till 6th grade in a Non-English medium school. Later was put up in an ICSE affiliated school to finish the rest.  On one hand I was thankful to my parents broad vision on academic front , but on the other  I was petrified at such a thought. I had hard time comprehending even the peer conversations , wouldn’t go into details about the class room lectures. I was a silent spectator during those proceedings. Once my English teacher asked me to review my answer sheet . I scored a dismal score of 1 out of 15 in a comprehension passage. She asked me what’s wrong son? I replied back saying all I was taught in my previous school was to look for question pattern and search the words in the passage . And write down the answer with two lines above it and below it . Even today I laugh when I think of those days. But my poetry writing solaced me and in fact began in such formative age within those walls. 

My very first poem goes like this. A man came in a van, asked for a coke can, switched on the fan, later ordered  a pan, but it is on ban.  This book right here is the collection of poems I had written till now. Found it yesterday in my closet  and thought it would be a nice to share few of them with you today. Here is another one. Let me give the prologue on this. One of my friend Catherine moved to states in my 8th grade. This is about that incident. Every artist has a masterpiece. So I had one too which I wrote in my 10th grade , and this sonnet earned me the title of Mr Poet . It’s about Love. I had a crush on this girl I met at pani poori center one evening and ever since my mind wavered in her thoughts. Titled “Who is She”, it goes like this.  This did the rounds across the school and even my teachers started to ask Who is she . Anyway this tryst did not last long enough and I will end with one final quatrain about the moral I learnt . Love is an affection, pay lot of attention, till it gets to perfection, at last leaves tension.

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