Forecast your mind!

Ever wonder, if its possible to trace your mind responses to certain events. Some believe in Astrology, others in So called Swamiji's who can bond with the Almighty , and few move on as life opens itself. I belong to the last category and in recent times what went wrong in my approach to life. Things i care about is no where in sight, and those i least bothered present a good case to focus my attention. I quit some habits to bond with the good, but over course of time i became an ambassador of evil among the peaceful souls. In all conscious, i regret to take on this stand for its not me, but the weakness of my inner heart which is pursuing this agenda. Is there a way to come out of this mess, i quizzed myself and landed up with various answers, yet the right one is still not found to chop my misery in my unblissful life.

Even before  a Tsunami hits the coasts, there will be a alarm of the impending danger to run for your life. But when you have no idea what struck u and kept u from rising up , its shall be a nightmare in itself. I fell down and recuperation is taking too long to air my thoughts on certain misgivings of my early life. The metamorphosis which took place in my life is quite understandable and significant in my yet-to-released actions. The day i stand up in unison to the pressures of peer group and love for experimentation, i shall not see the end of the tunnel in search of peace. I was stranded at this crossroads and walking on the tip of the sword all this while which left me no options to reconcile. Things don't change we change and only that counts in this survival path.